Monday, July 27, 2009
Chapter Eight - Gravity
She was also familiar with the revolving team of paramedics, many of whom she befriended. At first, she found their lack of hustle in collecting the lifeless residents amusing. Of the ones who passed, they took time to chitchat, drink coffee, even check the scores on a ballgame. “They’re not going anywhere,” one told her.
In other times, when every minute counted, they stepped it up, even when there seemed to be little hope for resuscitation. The pulse, however weak, made the difference between small talk and speed.
This was one of those nights. A resident had somehow managed to open the doors to the second floor balcony and plunge close to fifteen feet to the hard ground below. Carol considered the pain he must have endured, not to mention the accompanying broken bones and possible internal bleeding. His condition was anyone’s guess, but she couldn’t help being pessimistic.
Even as she considered that pain, she also distracted herself with an extreme sense of uneasiness. Did one of her staff forget to lock the balcony deadbolt? When the investigator arrived, what would she tell them? Worse yet, if he had still had living relatives, how would she explain to them that she’d lost track of a client they’d entrusted to her care? The unthinkable had just become reality.
Was she losing control? Had her mother’s arrival turned her professional world upside down as well as her personal life? The move in had heightened nerves, if for nothing but tip-toeing between her visibly-frustrated brother-in-law and her mother. It was a feeling as being the last one to arrive at the courthouse after a divorce is final and still trying to make nice.
Several times during the move, Johnny would roll his eyes at something Eunice said, and Carol noticed. She understood the tension but had a much softer spot for her mother than she did for him. Eunice was a blood relative and they’d been through so much together. For all his faults, Johnny was a pretty good man and Eunice had worn on every nerve he had, but Carol still didn’t like seeing him reduced to juvenile responses.
“How are you holding up?”
The voice startled Carol out of mental limbo. It was Louise, who rushed to the home after getting a call from another staff. More than being second in command, she was one of Carol’s biggest supports. Her hair a slight mess from a deep sleep, she patted Carol on the back.
“I just don’t know how it happened,” Carol responded. “The elevator didn’t move, so for him to walk up a flight of stairs and down a hallway, I just figured someone would have heard him.”
Louise nodded her head.
“Have you ever tried getting that door open?” Carol asked. “It’s tough. How would someone do that?”
Louise stared, hesitating to verbalize the first thought that popped into her head. But she’d say it anyway.
“What if he had help?”
Carol sat down, offering a puzzled look. Not that she hadn’t already considered it.
“Louise, do you think someone here pushed that old man off? Do you realize we are in an assisted living home? If most of these residents tried to kill someone, they’d need our help to do it.”
Louise smiled and replied, “And I would offer my help some days.”
They both broke out laughing, a much needed respite from the worry captivating Carol’s mind.
“I think you’ve been reading too many of those mystery novels,” Carol continued.
“Well, think about it. He didn’t have any friends, especially that new roommate of his. He probably smarted off to him once too much and wham! ‘Out the door with you!’”
Carol smiled but did not laugh. The situation was once again settling on her shoulders. She considered another trip to the balcony to look things over but quickly dismissed it. She didn’t want to seem panicked. It was her job to remain cool, be professional and take responsibility.
“Where’s your picture?” Louise questioned, referring to her famous childhood snapshot with the superhero.
“You know, that’s the least of my concerns but it seems someone has taken it,” Carol responded. “My door was open all day and I was in and out, helping Mom get adjusted. You admire it so much I’d ask you where you took it, but you weren’t here. I figure one of these kids took it and it’ll be eBay next week or something. I don’t have the time or the energy to look into it.”
“Have you talked to his roommate?”
“Well, he knows, but I haven’t spoken with him,” Carol said. “It’s late but maybe I’ll go see if he’s still up.”
“Well, I’m here if you need me,” Louise said. “I’ll stay here and see if corporate calls back. I’m not sure what they do in a situation like this but I think they might send an attorney or something.”
Carol walked down the hall toward Neville and Duncan’s room. As she got approached, she heard the sound of a radio, giving her the impression someone was awake. It also occurred to her that this conversation she was getting ready to have had already occurred recently, but with a different deceased roommate. A tiny thought in the back of her mind began to grow, creating a suspicion around the grumpy old man. He had, in fact, demanded a private room.
And what was he doing on the floor the night of Mr. Johnson’s death? Never in a million years would she have suspected the weak man of being able to muster up the energy to hurt anyone. He struggled to get out of bed. After the incident at the mall, he was more helpless than ever, moving around with an aluminum cane.
She began to feel silly for entertaining the notion. Had Neville climbed those stairs, she thought, he would have needed oxygen at the top. And how would he have persuaded Mr. Cleary to follow him? Yes, it was a silly thought. It was easy to blame the mean old man nobody liked. How she wished it were that simple.
But the thought still nagged at her. With Mr. Cleary battling dementia, he would have been ripe for Neville to convince he was a paratrooper or a high diver.
She knocked gently and opened the door. Neville laid on his side, slightly curled with only his sheets covering him. He eyed her as soon as she walked in, waiting for her to speak first.
“You okay in here, Mr. Ramsey?” she asked.
“Yes, Ms. Leonard, I’m fine,” he responded. “I hear my roommate wasn’t so lucky. Was he testing the law of gravity, you think?”
He shifted to his back and sat up a little, fluffing a pillow behind his head. She wasn’t laughing.
“I imagine he’s hurt pretty badly,” she said. “When did you last see him? Were you awake when he left the room?”
Neville smirked a little and questioned, “Are you solving the mystery now? Are you going to dust for fingerprints and pull out your magnifying glass?”
He could tell she wasn’t amused. Against his nature, he changed his tone.
“Sometime during the night, Mr. Cleary walked out of this room. I was fast asleep so I didn’t see him leave.”
“Do you think anything was wrong with him?” Carol asked.
Neville started giggling, then coughing as he erupted into full laughter.
“Ms. Leonard, did you ever meet my roommate?” he replied. “His mind went in a million different directions. He had no idea who he was.” He continued to laugh. “And you ask, ’Is there anything wrong with him?’”
“You know what I mean,” she shot back. “Was he down or depressed?”
Neville rolled over to his other side, facing the wall.
“I’m not a psychiatrist, but if I were, I’d start charging you by the minute,” Neville said. “Perhaps even then, I’d have to tell you I’m not at liberty to discuss my patients. I’m going to tell you again – I never saw him leave, he was as crazy leaving this room as he was coming in and as far as I know, he’d just had enough. Give me another week with him and it might have been me prancing off that balcony.”
In her quest for answers, Carol had regretted even hoping Neville would be of any assistance. She knew he was not-so-secretly delighted to have his privacy back, but she couldn’t put her finger on how he could have persuaded Duncan to jump. In her gut, however, she knew something wasn’t right. Was this possibly a sick rebellion for her suggestion that he look after him? In hindsight, she should have shuffled rooms and placed him with a more cooperative client. When he returned, if he returned, that’s probably what she should do.
As she walked out of the room, she glanced at Duncan’s belongings and a tear escaped her eye. The big man was what the average person would consider the perfect grandfather if his mind had not slipped. Still, he made for an interesting and sometimes entertaining experience around the home, trying on histories like some tried on hats.
Before she left, she spotted a small reflection of Neville’s bedside alarm clock peeking from behind the dresser. It was the edge of a photo frame, obviously meant to be hidden but somehow still exposed. She saw the black and white background and realized it was her stolen picture. She quickly decided she’d wait until the next mealtime and have a staffer retrieve it. She didn’t want to raise his suspicion.
Maybe she’d underestimated him. Maybe his frailty was a grand act. If he was nimble enough to swipe her picture without being seen, perhaps he was quick enough to lead Duncan off the balcony. Her mind spinning with possibilities, she was finally on track to uncovering the truth about her mysterious resident.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Chapter Seven - Building Bridges
Monday, June 29, 2009
Chapter Six - Games People Play
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Chapter Five - Shop Til You Drop
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Chapter Four - Second Chances
Monday, June 8, 2009
Chapter Three - Misery Loves Company
Even the quietest of sanctuaries, stripped of buzzing alarm clocks or ringing telephones, can only go so far in allowing a person to sleep past their normal work hours. With her cell phone on vibrate and the clock securely silenced, Carol prepared for the hibernation that she’d been looking forward to all week.
What couldn’t be regulated so easily, she’d find out early on Friday morning, were the kidneys of her miniature pinscher, Molly. Mixed with her frustration, she felt a little bit guilty, knowing the dog had probably held out as long as she could before reaching a crisis moment and nudging her awake.
After letting Molly’s nature take its course, Carol began heating up some coffee while checking her cell phone. She noticed she’d missed a call from her sister, Deborah, and cued the voice mail.
“Hey, Carol, this is Deb. I guess you’re at work. I wanted to talk to you about mom. I think she’s had about enough of us as she can stand. She wanted me to call you, but I didn’t know if you were ready to take her on. Johnny’s at his wits end, but we can hold out as long as you need. Just let us know. We love you.”
Carol wasn’t completely caught off guard with the message – she knew the storm had been simmering, but Deborah had been so gracious to hold it off for a while during her own rough patch. Six months earlier, Carol’s newest boyfriend David had called off their relationship, sending her into a bit of an emotional tailspin. She dove into work and rid herself of any semblance of a social life, outside of Sunday mornings at church when her schedule allowed.
Depending on how needy her mother was, she could either stay with her at her tiny apartment or live at the home. She hoped for the latter, especially since her job consumed most of her time. She’d see her mother more than her dog and her mom would probably enjoy the activities and meeting other people. Now if she could bring Molly, Carol could entirely phase out a life outside of the facility.
She remained mostly positive about the possibility, the only negative being that it forced her to remember why Mom’s arrival had been postponed in the first place. Six months later, it could be that she’d breathe some new life into Carol’s life. As the oldest of four children, Carol had been the closest with her mom, until she moved in with Deb and Johnny after nearly passing out on a solo trip to the grocery store.
“I don’t know why yall making such a fuss over this,” she remembered hearing her mother say during the following Thanksgiving dinner after the incident. As a fiercely independent woman, the event had humbled her more than she let on, a transformation Carol had seen many times with the residents. Still, Deb was a trooper, stepping up to help out, even though Carol was the one most prepared for caretaking.
After a few minutes, Carol called her sister. They discussed the particulars of the move. During the conversation, she found out that hosting Mom had also heightened tensions in Deborah’s home. She felt bad about that, but chalked it up to another circumstance beyond her control. She told Deborah she’d work on making the necessary arrangements at the home while Deborah and Johnny decided on a good day to rendezvous.
More planning was taking place at Whispering Willow, even on Carol’s day off. Neville noticed strangers pausing beside his door as they walked down the hall, even catching a glimpse of one person walking out. He pretended to stare at the communal television, but kept the corner of his eye trained for a glimpse of the new roommate.
“I was married twice,” he heard Bill say and turned to see him sitting near. Distracted by the goings-on down the hall, he’d left himself wide open for Bill’s tractor beam of narratives. With the pain in his leg presently at full force, he decided to stay seated and listen. Bill’s nonstop stories were annoying but still there was something, dare he even think it, noble about them. He relaxed himself and listened.
“My first wife, I met after I graduated high school. Her parents were so strict, I had to have her home by 11. We were married forty-five years. She was a good woman.”
“I assume she’s passed, then,” Neville responded.
“Yeah, Killed by a drunk driver. Coming home from the shopping mall, of all places.”
“What happened to the driver?” Neville’s eyes narrowed. This was a test. He figured he knew what kind of man Bill was, but he wanted to be sure.
“He spent a few months in jail, got out on good behavior,” Bill said.
“And after that?” Come on, Bill, Neville thought. Give me a good ending to this story. Show me what you got. What kind of man are you?
“I’m not really sure. I knew he moved out of town. Dorothy was very well liked in the community and I guess he moved to get away from it all.”
“Didn’t you want to hurt him? Didn’t you want him to know your pain?”
“Yeah. But I guess that’s what the court was for, you know. I didn’t want to do something and end up behind bars while he walked out free.”
You failed, Bill.
“The law failed you, my friend,” Neville said. Seeing Bill’s expressions change during the conversation made the entire exercise worthwhile. The misery, the bitterness that Neville relished had been passed on, if only for a moment. Bill had intended to share his sweetest moments and Neville seized the opportunity to infer that he failed her memory. He wasn’t done.
“So did your second wife die, too?”
“No, she left me. She felt like she could never measure up. I lived alone for a while, then with my son and then ended up here.”
Bill noticed Neville stare down the hall toward his room.
“So I hear your new roommate will be here soon,” Bill said.
Neville gave a strained fake smile while rolling his eyes.
“Be careful he doesn’t steal your stuff,” Bill warned.
Neville hadn’t even considered that possibility. With Burt near catatonic during the second half of his stay, he never thought about sharing the room and access to his stuff with an able-bodied – or nosy – roommate. If he pilfered, he’d do so at his own risk. He wouldn’t find it all anyway – some of his best stuff was tucked away inside the air vent.
Neville nodded to Bill and stood up. A tall, white haired man walked into his room and he intended to find out what was going on. The man was dressed in a nice black shirt with grey slacks and had the appearance of authority. Neville assumed he’d be bringing in his new roommate.
“Who are you?” he questioned as he neared the door.
“Hi there, sir,” the man responded. “I’m the man who’s going to make sure this runs smoothly. I’m the inspector and I’m looking through all of the rooms. You keep a pretty clean place in here. Do you make your bed every day?”
Neville was beyond irritated. Who was this person and why did he have to arrive to harass elderly residents on Carol’s day off?
“Ms. Leonard has never mentioned an inspector,” he protested.
“Oh, I think she’s been fired. I’ll be running this place now. What’s your name?” The man struggled between loud curse words to pick up Neville’s actual name. Neville’s mouth was uncontrolled while his blood pressure began spiking so high he could feel the migraine coming on. What to do? What to do?
“Neville, I’m going to have to ask you to drop and give me twenty!” the man demanded.
He paused for a moment, considering the last remark, while a familiar-faced brunette intern walked in.
“Mr. Ramsey, can I speak with you?” she asked.
Outside of the room, she patted Neville’s arm while she dropped the bomb that might have been from the frying pan to the fire.
“Mr. Ramsey, this is your new roommate, Duncan. As you can tell, he suffers from dementia. He thinks he’s in charge. I know you’re really good at ignoring people, so can you learn to ignore him? He won’t always be like this, but I imagine he’s this way because of his new surroundings.”
Neville turned to look back inside the room. The man ran his fingers on the wall beside the bathroom, poring over the texture and perhaps examining its dirt. Out of worst-case scenarios, this was most likely a 9.
“If he proves to be more than you can bear, we can see about finding a private room when…”
“Somebody dies,” he finished.
Susan ignored that comment. She had the least tolerance for Neville out of the entire staff, most likely due to his speculation about her life outside of the home. For all she cared, he could remain in the miserable room, but she knew she’d have to hear about it, so she tried to smooth things over as best as possible.
As she walked down the hall, she remarked, “I don’t believe he’s a snorer, though, so you can cross that concern off your list.”
Funny girl.
Neville re-entered the room. Duncan greeted him again, explaining the rules of the house. Neville walked past him to his sitting chair and picked up a book. It was a charade to keep his new roommate from engaging in conversation again. He couldn’t read. Instead, he plotted. This would require a more sophisticated plan.
After a short nap, he woke to an empty room and decided to go for dinner He walked down the hall and saw Duncan in the distance, hands on his hips, standing over an agonizing Bill on the floor, struggling to finish a pushup.
